Lady Bamboo
This programme. This god damn programme has me hooked!

This programme. This god damn programme has me hooked!

I understand this line on so many levels. My heart breaks every time I think about what is happening and what I can’t do to help. 

Also, Evan Peters is hot.

I understand this line on so many levels. My heart breaks every time I think about what is happening and what I can’t do to help.

Also, Evan Peters is hot.

Damn. That word. Always. It kills me every time I read it. It is a beautiful word.

Damn. That word. Always. It kills me every time I read it. It is a beautiful word.

Retraining

I want to go back to university. I love teaching but I know I could be and do so much more. There is no appreciation for what I do in the job I do.

I’ve had three different jobs in three different counties. I know this to be true. *sigh*

I get this.

I get this.

Night out

I went out tonight. I danced and had a few drinks. It was really fun. I wonder where my life is goings sometimes and on days/nights like today I have no idea!!

Maybe The Lord has something planned for me . Maybe he doesn’t. That is life. That is what I have to live with.

Lady Bamboo
xoxoxoxoxoxo

My most favourite part of the whole of the hunger games. The moment your heart twinges because you realise she loves him.

Angry.

I am feeling angry.

I love my job but management are so constrictive. So many people do everything to the book because if hey don’t they will be fired. The head is a nightmare. He is a scary nightmare that I hope I don’t have to face one day.

I love my house but the fact I have little or no money is so depressing, I can hardly do or spend anything and if I am honest it is driving me insane. When will this money nightmare end? Probably never. Probably when I am dead and I’m my grave (although a recently deceased cousin is being taken to court for her unpaid council tax???)

I have nothing to moan about. I am lucky and I understand is more than most. But I can be angry and these two small annoyances in my life.

I am trying to play the game of being a teacher but it is tiring and it is not really how I’ve done things before.

Anyway. Good night.

Lady Bamboo
xoxoxoxoxoxo

peetasalive:

"It’s just that I didn’t understand when I met you. After your first Games, I thought the whole romance was an act on your part. We all expected you’d continue that strategy. But it wasn’t until Peeta hit the force field and nearly died that I —-." Finnick hesitates.

I think back to the arena. How I sobbed when Finnick revived Peeta. The quizzical look on Finnick’s face. The way he excused my behavior, blaming it on my pretend pregnancy. “That you what?”

"That I knew I misjudged you. That you do love him. I’m not saying in what way. Maybe you don’t know yourself. But anyone paying attention could see how much you care about him," he says gently. —- Mockingjay, pg. 155-156

What gets me about Katniss is that she a perfect representation of many introverted girls today.

And only Peeta can give me that.

A love story I adore ❤️